Wednesday, March 07, 2007
A lot has been happening these past few days. Some happy and sad moments.
Basically, I was under a lot of stress over school. And still am. It went to a point where I actually was thinking of giving up the one an only subject (passion yo'!) I loved and would have no problem scoring. However, it is the source of my stress and it takes up too much time.
Well, so far development boards are doing just fine :) I just can't wait to start on the hands-on! That would be after I get all the materials I need not forgetting the actual designs.
Anyway, the "chingay crew" is invited to perform at parco bugis next sat. Do come down to give u're support! (especially for me la! :P)
I need to catch up on sleep. Seriously.
{/11:14 PM}
I just yearn to be accepted by many.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
There is something wrong with blogger and it's getting on my nerves.
Anyway, today I went studying with gwen at suntec starbucks. Usually that place is so quiet and not crowded. Unfortunately, there was career fair to keep the crowd coming. Well, no sweat cos we had full view of this hot guy working at the bar. HAHA! Eyecandy. Gwen bought herself mango frap while I had Java chip. I miss star bucks coffee la okie. That's why I purposely went there to study. Somehow, I think I have not been drinking coffee lately, and the caffeine from starbucks was quite strong, I had a mild migraine. -____-" it just had to happen. I slowly lost my mood to study, but I did manage to go through maths and bio a lil. After that, was actually planning to get that guy's name but I was half hearted. So we went on our merry way. Gwen wanted to get a fall out boy CD (bloody hell! the concert's today :( ) Yea. I'm kinda sad I was late with the tickets. So we went down to pacific plaza to check out the price at That CD shop. It was about 2 bucks more than at HMV. So we decided to go to heeren.
At heeren, I saw tofu!! OMGOSH how I miss her and the rest. We were close friends in primary sch. And I really miss the old days. sigh.
After heeren, we wanted to go home. The migraine was getting worse. Killed half way in the bus when this group of guys sat down with me in between them. I was trying to control myself cos I'm kinda in a PMS mood. HAHA! They were talking at the top of their freaking lungs and my ear was just centimetres away from them. Why in the world must u shout!? (chibai!) Unless of course ur friend is REALLY deaf then I would understand la! I was at the verge of telling them off (u don't have to shout u know. this isn't ur grandfather's bus. unless of course ur friends are deaf that they can't even hear u at normal volume from that distance) And being the nice person that I am, I hold back. But my migraine got worse (knn -_-) yea. Loud sounds makes it worse. So I crashed in bed straight away and had a long nap. :D so contented. But my head still kinda heavy cos I didnt eat the whole day :(
Value love. It is the greatest thing in life :) Only when u value it, u will understand the meaning of love.
{/9:03 PM}
I just yearn to be accepted by many.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
& so there was chingay for 2 days. It was kinda like a big bang (just a lil) on the first night. But it got boring half way & fitz & me kinda shuttup to preserve our energy for our performance which came like the last few (was a bore to wait). I enjoyed myself, most importantly. I've always enjoyed myself when I'm dancing. Even during practices. Well, there is always the crazy fitz to click the crazy switch "on" for me :) & i love it. Cos we'll be the only to indulging with ourselves while the others sit around and talk during breaks. Love it.
Not forgetting! On the second night. I took a closer look at the BFC Bboys, and spotted this totally spicy hot shot (muahahahaha!) & so did the other girls (fitz, rachel, etc). & so as girls we decided on something. While he was doing his thing on the dancefloor, infront of us, we kinda shouted, "you're hot!" (hahaha!, the best thing when you're single). That kinda put a grin from ear to ear :D
And me with my "nothing to do on the net", i kinda did a lil research. HAHAHAHA! (i know!) Guess wat? My luck, I found his name! (name pun jadi la!) Well, he is known as Shamoz in his crew but his real name is Md Nurhisham. HAHA! Kinda girly but what the heck.
Moving on, I've been having SYF practices lately. & DAMN it's giving me a lot of bruises especially that enormous one on my knee. It seems to get bigger & purplish everyday, at every practice. Bleagh. The consequences of being a dancer. But wat the heck!? I enjoy dancing :) Especially when the dance is kinda agressive (fighting mode "on"). Proper word is international dance. I don't exactly understand the term but roughly yes i do know the type of dance. It has nothing much to do with grace but more of aggility and stamina becos it involves a lot of running and jumping and kicking and falling. Kinda like the rough edge of contemporary. Well, I think i should start working on my stamina. Dropped since I stopped my netball days. Bleaghs.
no lifer.
{/11:24 PM}
I just yearn to be accepted by many.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
SUPER SOUR man today.
when i least expect it.
{/11:34 PM}
I just yearn to be accepted by many.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Life.
I kept on thinking about this word. Life.
The things that makes up life just makes it super mysterious. Some say it's a challenge to find ur way "back". Well, issit? I wonder. And the things we go through, some gd and bad and some better than others. Why exactly are we put to test? Why the suffering? Well, maybe some look at it as sufferings and maybe others think it's somehting beautiful.
It makes me confused just thinking about it. And at other times I just find it beautiful. All in God's will. Wonderful isn't it?
So many questions I need to know, but who can ans?
Like they say, Life is a rollercoaster.
Moving on, yesterday morning, beloved ayu texted me. She asked me out (well, the shops were all close) to slack. Supposedly to be at esplanade but ended up in yishun somehow. Well, I had maths tuition in yishun, so didn't mind. (well, she did made me go all the way back to amk just to fetch her and back to yishun, but I didn't mind! :D) SMILES GIRLFRIEND!
HAHA! Well, met Anas again and that Soya guy. Hehh. (what lies beneath, *wringles eyebrow*) Lepak under this blk near the mrt. It was boring till we girls purposely went up the lift and made it stuck plus not forgetting ayu and me talking on the phone despite the fact we were just infront of each other. BLAH. The guys were useless. Somehow said they were shy so didn't talk much to them. Went home about 9 with my beloved after being left by Anas at 8.
Well, I must say that cuzzins are the best things in the world to have fun with alongside ur bestfriend :) (cuzzins are ur bestfriends! what the hell am my talking!?) Right ayu!?<33
dig the inner me.
{/3:18 PM}
I just yearn to be accepted by many.
Friday, February 09, 2007
So I had that run during P.E. and it almost killed me the whole day. My head and ankles were aching, my body was weak, and I was cranky. Hehh.
Today was a waste to me becos we hardly studied. Except for SS which came first thing in the morning. Then we had art, which was just sketching. Next was P.E., we had the run. After which was malay, we did a really short 15min test. Along came recess then C.D. periods, which was free time till the end of sch. Unfortunately, I was too lerthargic to study. My brain was half switched off. Only did a little sketching then off to dream world.
I wanted to stay for the O level results, but was too tired. Went home, and here I am. Guess I'll be sleeping after this. Heee~
Tmr, hopefully I get to go for the photo sessions with Deviman (Shantini), around town area. Oh, and I need to check prices for my manequin (is that how u spell?).
{/3:11 PM}
I just yearn to be accepted by many.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
So I got sick AGAIN. With flu, AGAIN. And also mild fever and headaches. I'm so dumb I didn't get an MC for tmr. Well, I just don't wanna miss class for nothing especially the last day of the week. I mean, last day of sch in the week. But, i could have grabbed that MC to be excused from P.E. which I didn't, so I guess I've got to run that 1.6 anyway. I don't mind. I haven't got the time to be fit lately. So why not P.E. aye?
Touch rugby has been fun especially mingling with the sec 5s. But I guess, now that PFT is approaching, it's best to train for it and games later. It's my last year of PFT!!! So exciting :)
I've been struggling with my mind to stay focus these few days but I guess I need the rest. I've been feeling weak and my head's been aching during classes. At least I do try to listen when I can. Well, I am on a mission to do well for my O's. And part of the process is sacrificing and enduring, which I am trying my best to stick to. However, being sick has just caused me to not attend my malay and maths remedial that was held for the past 2 days.
I'm uncertain of something.
{/10:49 PM}
I just yearn to be accepted by many.
